bring things back

After the prolly the worst thing i could have ever done to a girl who i liked, i knew that trying to get back was going to be the hardest thing. I feel like im slowly getting dropped. At some level things like this has to get easy. You know that being single isnt something that you want when the only thing you can think about it her just makes being single that much harder. It makes living with myself and the things ive done to her that must worse. She has this hold on me that i cant explain. At the end of the day there is nothing i want more then to lay in my bed and hold her while watching tv. I always been told not get in a relationship with someone at the place you work but with her i cant help but to ignore it and want it more. After watching tv shows and seeing the the couples reminds me i had that with her. The things i would do just to get back with the girl that made me fly and a smile that i dont want to every replace. I just hope that everything works out and puts things back to the way they were. All im asking is bring things back. She might be the one